Could you give me some strength, please? Actually, I should be glad that the construction of the house is finally making progress. So I meet today at 11 o’clock with lots of people on the property to discuss the upcoming earthworks. Basically good. But: I am alone, my wife is still stuck in quarantine at home for more than 1 week because of the suspicion of Corona (luckily she tested negative). And additionally I don’t like to meet half of the people there, because I have only argued with them over the last months. I can’t manage to flip the switch to “just do your thing no matter what” anymore. Crap. I had nightmares about it all night long. I feel like a little kid who’s scared. Great.